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I haven't written in here since last spring. School wasn't even out yet. Time flies. I can't believe I'm a junior. I can just recall that moment when I first started middle school and high school. I always thought high school was going to be so scary and big. So much has changed through these years. I definately think my parent's divorce and moving was a huge factor. Not in a million years would I ever think my parents would separate. I never imagined what it would like to leave my hometown, leave my friends and the kids I've known since I was so little. I always wonder what it would have been like if I didn't move. I was in a really good town with good schools, and good people. I wonder where I would be now with my clarinet if I didn't move. Band is a joke at my current school. It's so embarrassing. I've learned a lot, though. There are more important things than spending all your money on clothes and expensive tote bags. Sometimes you can work really hard, but in the end you fail. You can't let that failure get in your way. You just have to keep at it one hundred times stronger. Things are just so different now that I'm almost done with high school. Yes, I still have the rest of my junior and senior year, but it's getting close. Life goes by so fast. I remember going to Target all the time and buying Bratz dolls with my allowance. Now, I'm trying so hard to prepare myself for the real world. Things have changed, and I'm so scared.